Saturday, April 22, 2006
~ Guilty... ~
2:42:00 pm
I'm feeling a little guilty now...
Many, many incidents have happened in the ward and quite a few are related to me... Or rather, are linked to me...
This latest incident was partly my fault... Not totally mine but I guess, I would have to bear part of the responsibility... But the person whom I pity the most, is my colleague... Although she was stupid enough to have made the silly mistake, she had to bear the worst consequence of her deep mistake...
This is what happens when you are the one with the bigger responsibility... When you have people below you (example are juniors like ANs, HCAs), the mistakes that they make will somehow be reverted to you... Why? Because you are the STAFF NURSE...
It's tough being a nurse... Being a nurse does not just include patient care but also paper work, public relations with relatives, etc...
Anyway, I really didn't expect such an event to happen in the ward... I am really regretful and this wouldn't have happened if my junior had approached me instead of HER... But on HER part, she should not have done it since it's against the moral ethics... It was just too bad that the other patient saw it... But if i was the patient, I would have said it too... *Sigh*...
I hope that it would be a lesson for HER to learn... But I guess, it's too late for HER to turn back now... *Sigh*...
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
